Transmigrated into Eroge as the Simp, but I Refuse This Fate

The quiet between them wasn’t awkward.

It was clean.

Intentional.

They ate without speaking, the only sound the faint clink of utensils and the low hum of ambient light from the kitchen panels above. The food was hot. Balanced. Perfectly timed for recovery.

Damien’s fork moved with easy rhythm. He wasn’t rushing. Just eating. Refueling. Every bite tasted sharper than usual—flavor sitting right on the tongue, nerves alive and precise.

‘Recovery speed’s improving,’ he thought, chewing. ‘System’s pushing harder now. Must be close.’

He glanced across the table.

Elysia sat perfectly straight, not a single twitch out of place. Her robe still cinched tight. Posture military. Mask unbroken. But he saw it—in the subtle flush in her neck, the extra second she took between bites. That lingering pulse behind her stillness.

She was satisfied.

And still not.

It wasn’t the same heat as last night. That raw, tremble-on-the-edge tension. That had cooled. What was left now was… residual. Like the heat of a forge after the fire’s gone out. The kind of hunger that could smolder for days without catching flame again.

‘Good,’ he thought, letting the weight of that realization settle.

He didn’t want to give her everything.

Not every time.

That kind of pleasure—too much, too often—broke the edge. Softened the blade.

Some things were meant to be withheld. Controlled. Taught.

She would learn that too.

Eventually.

He finished his plate, setting the fork down neatly as he leaned back in the chair, letting the satisfaction of a clean burn pulse through his limbs.

‘She’s still watching me,’ he noted, not needing to look.

Not directly.

Just enough that if he moved, she’d register it.

But he didn’t move.

He let her watch.

‘You’re still trying to understand it,’ he mused. ‘The space between satisfaction and wanting. Between service and instinct.’

And then, as if the thought brought its own weight, he exhaled.

Time to shift.

This part of the game was done.

And there was more ahead.

A lot more.

‘Top 25—secured. Bet with Isabelle—won. Got her number. Cracked her mask.’ His fingers drummed once against the table’s edge. ‘Father? Took the bait. Cradle of the Primordials is open.’

Everything was aligning.

Which meant his focus had to realign too.

The system was pushing toward the brink. Nine across the board wasn’t just numbers—it was a signal. The threshold. He could feel it now in the way his muscles compressed, the way the air moved different around his limbs, like his body had started rejecting wasted motion entirely.

It was only a matter of time.

One point more.

Then the next step would begin.

Awakening.

Real awakening.

And that meant preparation. Not just of body—but of everything else.

He stood smoothly, carrying both empty plates to the sink, rinsing them with casual efficiency. The motion grounded him. Simple. Precise.

Behind him, Elysia finished her meal in silence.

She hadn’t asked for more.

She hadn’t spoken at all.

But the silence between them was full.

Understood.

He didn’t tell her what to do.

Didn’t offer a command.

He just rinsed the plates, wiped down the counter, and left the kitchen behind.

Behind him, Elysia sat still for another moment. Then—quietly, efficiently—she moved. He didn’t watch, but he didn’t need to.

He felt it.

The shift.

The moment she slipped her fingers under the edges of the matte-black bracelets and unlatched them.

A faint hiss—barely audible. Like pressure releasing from a sealed container.

And then…

That ripple.

A subtle disturbance in the air. Mana—dormant, tightly coiled—surging back through her veins like lightning returned to a dead grid. It didn’t roar. It didn’t crack. It thrummed. Clean. Potent. Contained.

Damien smirked slightly as he ascended the stairs.

****

He reached his room.

Closed the door.

And just as his fingers brushed the edge of his desk—

[Ding.]

The interface blinked to life in front of his vision. Soft, crisp lines in gold-white etched against his retina.

————

[System Notification]

Emotional Fulfillment Detected.

You have successfully satisfied your bonded maid—emotionally and physically—without triggering a loyalty override.

Reward: +155 SP

————-

The SP tally ticked up in the corner.

SP: 645 → 800

Useful. Very.

Still—

“System,” he said, wiping a towel across his bare shoulders, “what’s the status on my awakening?”

————-

[Query Recognized.]

[Physique of Nature] has nearly reached optimal compression thresholds.

All core physical stats at 9.5 / 10.0

Pre-Awakening detected.

—————

“Define pre-awakening,” he muttered.

——————

[Because host has already undergone a Bloodline Disruption Event (see: Partial Awakening), full Awakening will deviate from baseline protocols.]

Modifiers:

– [Reforged One]: Host is no longer bound by world-generated Fate Threads.

– [Singularity]: Host’s Awakening will not align with standard racial or system templates.

– [System-Synchronized Awakening]: Core formation will follow a hybrid path—external mana channeling and internal system compression.

– Result: Custom Rank Initialization Imminent.

——————

Damien’s eyes narrowed slightly.

So it really wasn’t going to be the same.

Not that he’d expected it to be.

Awakening, for most people, was simple:

You form a mana core.

That core determines your rank—starting at G. The lowest. The bottom of the food chain.

Most people? They stay there. Or maybe they inch up to F, E, if they have the right contacts, enough cash, or get lucky with a half-decent mana accumulation method.

But Awakening wasn’t just about rank. It was about talent.

That first pulse—when mana bonds to the body—that’s when the truth gets revealed. Some people get wind affinity. Others get brute strength, regeneration, elemental bias. Others get nothing.

That was how it was.

In the game—the one written to humiliate him—the original Damien Elford never awakened.

Not properly.

Not ever.

He was designed that way. A narrative dead end. A disgraceful son of a powerful house. Lazy, soft, chained by vice and cowardice. The kind of character who never made it to the tutorial’s end without getting overshadowed, abandoned, or outright erased.

In every route, every branching possibility, Damien Elford was a name meant to be forgotten.

A stepping stone.

A humiliation fetish wrapped in prestige.

And because of that, no one ever saw his talent.

No one ever found out what he could’ve been—because the old Damien never trained, never accumulated, never even tried.

He couldn’t awaken through conventional means.

He never even formed a mana core.

Which meant the system never logged a classification.

The world never saw the spark beneath the rot.

But now?

Now, that didn’t matter.

Because Damien wasn’t him anymore.

Not entirely.

And while he had burned away the worst of what had once defined that wasted soul, he still carried one piece of that legacy.

One advantage.

‘No records,’ he thought, smirking to himself. ‘No expectations. No assigned trajectory. No one watching.’

No one knew what his awakening would be.

Not the Elford family. Not the guilds. Not the system architects. Not even the bastards who wrote the original code of this world.

He was a blank slate.

With perfect memory of the game.

‘Then,’ he thought, rolling his shoulders once as the towel dropped away from his neck, ‘this should be the time now.’

He stepped to the window, eyes narrowing at the horizon beyond the training grounds.

The air was still.

But he felt it—like a current under the surface.

A hum.

Not unlike the one Elysia had made in her sleep.

Only this one was deeper.

Older.

Tied to something bigger.

Something scripted.

And only he most likely knew it.

A hidden thread buried in the early chapters of the game—obscure lore almost a small player base only uncovered because it had nothing to do with the original Damien.

A thread connected to a Child of Fate.

One of the main cast. A destined hero wrapped in gold-coded immunity and divine protection.

But even fate-bound entities had moments of weakness.

Moments where their path intersected with silence. With deviation.

Moments that could be bent.

Damien’s lips curved, slow and sharp.

‘A Child of Fate,’ he thought, voice dry inside his head. ‘Let me get something from you.’

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